Again more of the same, If I could have one wish it would be for a job ...Silly huh but that really is all I want my kid was here talking about a bike he is going to buy and I had to say something about the computer part because well damn he is out living his life (Thank God) and I'm stuck here like a prisoner with no hope and no expected release date I know if I had the right processor on my computer I would have already had a job I wish God could send E-Mails and could tell me hey things are going to get better it will work out just hang tite a little longer because his signs just are coming clear for me at all :(

I don't want much out of life I never have ...A job to pay my own rent buy my own food and be able to go anywhere I want WHEN I want and I never seen to be lucky enough to get that and I can't figure out why. Like now I was supposed to be able to get a part for a computer that would allow me to FINALLY get a job and then the car screws up and boom nothing
I know and truly believe things happen for a reason and I accept that don't really like it but what are you going to do I would just love to understand what my reason for being on this planet is what is my purpose?